RE: 5 minute freewrite 2439 prompt determine your future

To be honest, kind of depressed, too. It's like forcing oneself to move forward and it popped up after.. well not really something that should weigh heavy on me but it does make me feel like vomiting.

Can we change our account name? I think I could use another one too. The "wakeup" weighed on me and reminded me I shouldn't be so naive, not to shake others because deaf remain deaf.

Your job... I don't know what to say or how to cheer you up. I can tell you about my youngest her toe and losing nails and her pain for over one year because of the new stupid nail damaging the toe. I don't think losing one has to do with getting older and broken toes, I had one every 2-3 weeks at the age of 15. Clumsy or old?

Like you, I have no idea what the future will bring. I don't even know if I am still alive or like to be alive in a 15-minute smart city where I need my QR idea to set foot outside and can only use my digital euro for what the government has set its use for. I don't believe I belong in that world.

I do believe you have a right to speak out, to cry and say what on your mind and you shouldn't tiptoe around your husband just to keep the peace. I wonder if everyone is tiptoeing around you, now you have a lot to deal with and those operations aren't something to look forward to either. I hope they help you and improve your life.

I don't think you are old and know those times it feels as if we fall apart for one reason or the other. What helps me? To live in the moment without breaking my brains about the future. If I do not see a future this doesn't mean there is not.

@myjob has a lot of knowledge that can be shared, you can be a teacher, are an entertaining storyteller. You can direct, delegate, be the captain, and let your knowledge live on without doing all the hard work yourself. Writers have ghostwriters you could have a ghost fisher helping you while learning something.
Is tourism and option?

A warm hug to you.

My laptop was not working, My daughter came by today and was able to fix it.
I was feeling down when I wrote this post, but feeling better now, of course I still have the same problems but I am dealing with them. I hate having days like that one.

I do not want to take tourist on my boat, for one thing there are many regulations you need to have and special license to do so. Another thing would be the size of my boat, it is very small and sits low to the water.

As long as are depression comes and goes, I think we will be ok, it is when it stays I think we will need help. Or I hope that is right. I hope you are feeling better.

Everyone knows me as @myjob, but now it seems silly to have a name like that when there is no job. Still undecided about what to do about it.