You painted a very full life and you kept going and going and the death of your brothers seem to come if you gain something while you lose them. Altogether you have a a lot of life experiences and a heavy load on your shoulders. I don't dare to thnk of my own life. Time passed by fast and I I don't believe there's one decade I can say I have had a good life.
The wishing list? It depends on the moment you ask but I agree with you knowing the children are doing fine would give me piece of mind.

I hope you can fish again since it feels to me this is your biggest wish.
A warm embrace to you.