Hello friends hope everyone is doing well. I'm fine too. I am sharing my post with you. Hope you all like it. I will share some of my personal writings with you. Today in this world no one understands anything without interest only people are selfish.
I would like to say with my own example that I love a girl very much. He is my relative and I have loved him for a long time. I have talked with him a lot in my life. But she doesn't seem to value me that much, she's a bit too delusional.
At first when we started dating, I loved him a lot. But I didn't realize that he would cheat me like this. After some time, his mother realized about us. But he then told me that we shouldn't be in a relationship anymore. Then what should I think you said. I must think then that he was not with me without interest. Although his interest was not money but his interest was maybe time pass. I give him enough time but he always ignores me verbally.
- Arguing with words. If you do this, it is natural that no one will like who you like. Sometimes I think that I will leave him but I can't. Although he tried to leave me many times he couldn't. I don't know maybe he loves me so much that's why he leaves me and wants to take me back later. But when he wants to adopt me, I can't say no to him. I fell in love with him.
Now when he goes home from the hostel he doesn't keep track of me. When he came to the hostel he inquired about me. I am no longer in the know. But when he goes home and gets his mother's love, he forgets me. I don't understand why he does this to me. Maybe when you come to the hostel and stay alone, it is not always possible to talk to your mother.
- He talks to me when he is upset. Then I realized that he used me. Talking to me when he was upset made him feel better. Nothing else. In this selfish world, everyone is looking for their own interests and I am also looking for their own interests. I only wanted love from him that's my interest. Nothing else. Our family situation is a little worse than him, which is why I think he doesn't take me seriously.
Because of which I feel very bad. I don't know how he feels if he is really in love then he must feel bad too. Let's talk about yesterday, he hasn't messaged me in a week. I didn't message him either. But when I realized that she won't sms me so I knocked her on messenger. But he showed me anger that I didn't quite understand. Today he will come to town now he will see me he will sms me and talk to me. Then I will understand what you say he wants from me other than interest.
I had some problems yesterday. I came to my hostel I lost my room lock key. I told him that but he didn't give any importance to me. I am alone in my hostel and no one is there. He never inquired about me how I am or what I am eating. He does not care about that. It shows that he has been using me all his life and I am his puppet.
- But no matter what I do, it has become such a situation that I can't let go of her illusion. When I leave it seems as if everything is getting dark and nothing feels good. Then a situation like this comes to me.
So this was some of my writing. Hope you all like my post. Thank you all for your comments.
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