Looking at your teem and me trying to build mine, I can imagine how hard it was for you to get to this point and how harder it would have been without those special people on your teem.
If there is one thing that want to keep me going from what you've said is the fact that when we get the opportunity to do somethings it helps us know what we actually need to do.
I hope you get to build a great hole for Taruk, what a lovely name even if I don't know what it means, hehe
I need to go and think of how to start this week and hopefully share something that actually fulfills a part of my dreem.