That's fair man, I suppose it does happen to everyone.

I think I just needed to write it all and vent for a while. What I need to do is just sort out a couple of things, and try to find a spot to get a few things done since I have a couple of days a week that I have time to do some of the stuff I want to. I'll focus on the model making for now, and do the selling and stuff when the packages arrive.