i love your cosmic optimism, the universe indeed provides in all manner of ways if we csn seize our opportunity.
as in photography, it is the same in music production: everybody gets hung up on equipment (i am no exception). the passion for creation turns into this odd ego trip jnsisting that great music can only come out of a 20k dollar studio stuffed with a variety of high tech gizmos.
we end up not producing music at all and blaming our failure to progress on our lack of equipment, when objectively, we are now better equipped than most producers 20 years ago.

it is not about the tools we don't yet have but rather about learning to use the tools we do have already.

blessings dude