Hi to all my actifiters friends around the worlds, how are you doing today? i am hoping that you are all healthy and fine.
Today i want to share my last week activity plus yesterday activity. In the weekend i am just working and learn how to be click in algorithm in marketplace. Many thinks that i need to research to boosting the traffic on my product and my shop. And the bad news is this weekend is useless. Nothing happened. And my shop get nothing. Not reaching 10 view or at least people visitting my shop. Thats weird. Even though i copied the best seller name of the product, but yet my product did not showing up. I still dont know ho to crack that code. I am already playing with price and nothing happened.
I played with name on search engine but still nothing happened. And today i am trying to give commision to affiliating. Hoping that can give some waves to my shop and product. But i doubt that something happened. I dont know why but never in my life when i am doing something even though the simple ones. thats going to be smooth and easy. Always getting rough path and hard path. I knew it from middle school. Playing basketball and get dislocated shoulder. When healed cannot participate turney due the bad academic report. And you know what the academic report that bad is just one subject. And all the student in my class was bad. And the worst part the school did not make exception. So yeah the school fucked up with the turney and did not participate. And something like that always cycling around my life. Every moment every work everything always like that. Even though i am preparing all that shit, i dont know like the universe did not helping at all. Like today. from 2 fays ago, the shipping agency cannot be called till my order was cancelled due to long respons. I did respon with fast but the shipping agency did not picking up and cannot be called. Thats not fully my problem but i get the worst case. Thats not fair at all. I very hate it. I dont know how to fix that. As simple like i played games that need RNG i knew it that i will losing so much due bad RNG. That always happens to me. Many people said to me that i need to positive thinking and not thinking that way. They can said like that because they never in the same position like mine. I am trying my best to prepare and never ubderestimated problems even the tiny problems. But always the problem is never come from my bad preparation. Always come from external problem like universe did not support me at all. I really dont know how to make this changes. Sometimes i really tired with cycling problems. Really like today i am really tired especially i having anxiety and i am overthinker too. So in my head always make plans from many ways. And that make my mentally exhausted. And the worst case is all my plan did not work out due the external problems. Maybe i just have to high expectation. Or maybe the low expectation is still to higher in my life. I dont know. What i know is luck like that cannot be changed. What can i do is to make preparation for the worst case right?
The good news is i am warrior and if i already doing something i need to finish it or until the energy really depleted and going to minus. I hate quit because i hate lose too. And thats why i really bad with words "letting go" i cannot letting go problem that not finished. i need to make a way out. Thats why in the past 5 years i really forgot how to really sleep well. Almost everyday when i am sleep i still have precaution and steady. So if my son or my wife move a little bit, i am fully awake. I dont know how to make sleep well and not to be overthinker.
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Height180 cm |  | Weight83 kg |  | Body Fat% |  |
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