Lifting myself up from nothingness

in Hive PH10 months ago (edited)

Hi. I'm Cate and this is my introductory story.
I'm new to this blogging platform and still learning the workaround.
I am a young adult, employed and getting through life in the best way I can. The past 2 years had been tough and I'm still battling my way to emotional healing.

Now, I see this platform as a way to express myself, share my thoughts and discover new things without being judged of my past.

I am an Aquarian introvert. ♒

I prefer being alone, just cuddling with my cats, playing puzzles on my phone and look for things that interest me.
I easily get tired too. I'm not sick or anything, I just don't have that social energy. If I attend a party, I'd really get tired so easy.

I love to travel but I'm afraid of doing it on my own. I would love to visit more places far from the crowded cities. So far, I've been to Cebu, Ilocos Region and Palawan, Philippines.

I am a very emotional person too. I cried a thousand tears when I read A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks. You would even see me in tears just by watching a small clip of sad movies.
I also have a sweet tooth. After a long exhausting day, cakes or desserts are my sanctuary.
I love playing the guitar and singing too. I got a guitar from Cebu because it is known to be a producer of quality quitars.
I mostly sing Taylor Swift songs because they are easy to play on guitar.
I learned playing the guitar on my own and mostly can play only the basic chords. I'm really having a hard time playing chords with bars because my fingers can't reach the farther frets.

Growing up wasn't really that exciting.

I was born and raised by struggling farmer parents.
I spent my weekdays between home and school and my weekends helping my parents in the small farm. We planted various vegetables and strawberries.

This has inspired me to finish my studies the soonest time and find a job so I can live on my own.
When I graduated, reality struck me. IT IS SOOO DIFFICULT TO FIND A JOB.
I actually graduated with honors but it was hard finding a job. I first worked in the BPO (Business Process Outsource) industry, then banking and finance and the government.
I tried going back to school for further studies but had to stop for something more awesome and special.

I'm on my way to emotional healing.

Let me stay anonymously as I am now. Let me be this me for now.
Somehow, this could be my recovery.
Fast forward to today, I'm grateful to my partner for helping me through and sticking with me during tough times and good times too.

My gratefulness

There really isn't much I can say about me but let this be my appreciation post to @suteru for introducing me a new way to channel my thoughts and emotions through this platform. I would also like to thank @wittyzel for the onboarding. May this be a beginning of something awesome and wonderful.

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Welcome to hive @katey-cate, this sure will be an awesome journey.

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Awww I can sometimes relate. Sometimes I feel emotional over simple things too, like reading a book or watching dramas. I like Nicholas Sparks when I was young, I already forgot about his stories though.
I hope you’ll have a great journey here. Sometimes they say you can express yourself more when people don’t know you. ☺️
Anyways have fun and I’ll see you in the next!

Thank you. It took me a great amount of courage to publish this intro here.
I really appreciate your support.

You did great!

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Hey and welcome to HIVE! I hope you’ll like it here and that you will find your emotional healing journey here successful and fulfilling 💙

Hi. Thank you for your warm welcome.

My pleasure 😇 💙

Welcome to Hive @katey-cate enjoy your stay here, and feel free to share your stories in life. Looking forward to your future blogs. See you around❤️

Hi. Thank you.
Your welcome is overwhelming.

Welcome to hive @katey-cate I hope you would enjoy your journey here in hive, don't forget to smile!🎀

Thank you!😊

Yay! 🤗
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Welcome to Hive, and I love your cat. It's nice to meet you.

Hi. Yes, I love my cat too. She is so lovable. Nice to meet you and see you around.🙂

Welcome to give dearest 🤗🥰
I love your intro post. Well no worries we all have to heal at some point it's okay not to be okay just don't dwell so much on the past hurts just view it as bad experiences whatever it may be learn from the lessons so it won't occur again.
Glad you bought a guitar from cebu they do make the best guitars specially the one's that were made from the jackfruit trees. I know it because I'm a bisdak from Cebu!
Enjoy your stay here, try to join in community challenges there are loads here in that way you will meet many new friends. Try to engage with our fellow hivers.

Awww. Thank you for the advice.👐

Your welcome deary! Have an awesome day ahead!! TGIF!

Hi Cate just keep going and be positive soon everything will be okay have a good day ahead

your cat so cute and adorable 🥰

yes. she really is. thank you.

Welcome to HIVE and thank you for sharing your post with us, this is an amazing community, when I first joined I was shown nothing but good vibes. Life is what you make it, life in the Philippines is difficult, but you resonate as a fighter, determined to make it. " kaya mo yan"!! come and join us on discord when you find the confidence, we are usually in voice and a friendly bunch. Here is the link - https://discord.gg/XXEcaexf

Hi. Thank you. Indeed, life is hard so I'm trying to be tougher. Will check on the link the soonest. Thank you.🙏