I can see why you might feel this way, given the agenda of the illuminati you refer to with your name. I remember feeling this way back in 2012 when i first learned about them. It motivated me to give lectures in London on the coming demolition of society, but nobody listened or cared. For a while i lost hope for my own future and for that of society at large but today i have a very different feeling. I welcome the collapse as being the only way to rebuild anew. And so, life is only a scam if you believe this to be true. Get busy in nature preparing what is coming and you will quickly find that life is full of mystery and wonder, never a dull moment, never a reason to complain.