lt doesn't get easy at times, there were moments l will get up from bed and feels nothing than heartbreaking, not because someone broke my heart while l was asleep, but the challenges i was going through tear my heart into pieces just as grasses tear balloon's if it land on it.
The truth is, nobody wants to cultivate a problem habit into another person's life, but it just happened like that some days, and the deal is, at those moments, who we go to are our friends and family, but do they really deliver us at those times.
l guess that would be a topic for another day. Yet, I hardly overlooked it when someone come to me and need my help, because I have been there, l really know the feeling's of helpless, like the world is going down on us.
l have had a lot of encountered like this, l know i didn't deliver all the person's, but I do feel bad and wish I could have done better for them, but i did deliver many and the joy that comes to my mind those times were superb, and l was proud of myself.
You know they say "don't judge anything you do not experience. l received the messages that day that he needed my help, l was not on much money but I had to share the little l had by visiting a POS stand and transfer for him.
The excitement l received from him make me feels evergreen, to realized that I have done something good, and lt was really good because he tackle the need he needed to as at that time.
You know there are some challenges we have and lt just need immediate attention, and lf taken long lt will not matter anymore if we go for it or not.
Yet that wasn't the essence of the post, l said at the beginning that i have been there and that i know how it felt when we just want some help.
So let me share my own side of the story why I said that. l have realized something about it, asking for help tear a lot of relationship apart, so instead of me to cut the relationship, I will let asking for that help go and bear that situation, knowing quite well, lt's going to get better tomorrow, because everyday can not be like that.
ln the world of today anything ls possible, l have seen it where people that were down become the top, although we do not have to be in competition with another, but indirectly the competition lifestyle still play in our daily life, because some people see it as a way of becoming who they want to be.
But the deal is, we do not have to blame anybody for anything or how they lived their life, as far as they are not in any way causing trouble in the world. Therefore, I pray that may we never loose friendship because of the daily challenges.
