Greetings, thank you very much!
I wonder why your leader was hitting you continuously.
That's what frustration does. Many things were going through his head, he had in his hands the destiny of his nation, maybe he did not accept defeat, he was disappointed in himself for not doing some things differently, maybe for having ceded power to some of his close ones who did not do well? The truth is that his discomfort was draining him in the first object at hand. Don't get me wrong, Bhiller looked like he needed a moment to get off that bike and he was able to relax, laugh and be happy in those few brief minutes. But, he was so overwhelmed by his responsibilities that he couldn't enjoy himself anymore and that moment of enjoyment, turned into a moment of somewhat angry reflection.
Indeed it's better to give one life for a million of others.
I agree, it seems somewhat logical, but I would not like to be in a situation like that, the courage it takes to take that leap and overcome all fears is indescribable.
!LUV