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This is going to be a little twisted, just like the reality I'm forced to live in because of a corrupt world. Proceed with caution. My weird posts don't make sense right now but they might some day. I picked Hive as a free speech platform of choice so I could have a voice that echoes if something ever happens to me. Die trying to earn my freedom and safety in Canada. Hahaah life is ironic, I wish I was never born. Born to not be allowed to live. I often ask myself, why did I fight so hard to survive? What for? To be forced to live a nightmarish reality of stalking and gang targeting at work, at home, on vacation, at other leisurely activities. Drugged drinks, poisoned foods, creeps taking photos on my doorstep...don't underestimate a means to free speech, you never know when someone is trying to erase you from the face of the earth literally.
I know every citizen in Canada is supposed to be full of freedom and liberties, why many seek our great country for a new and better life. But why do so many leave within 10 years with a bad taste in their mouth? Well I can't speak for them but as always based on my experience. That probably doesn't apply to women I don't think maybe I'm wrong. Based on my further observations of the greatest country in the world as a women where my rights as a human being are valued and equal. Here is what society and the law reflect based on actions and ignorance and incapability for anyone in a position of power to to the right thing. My no name blog is all I have for a voice. It still doesn't count but can still echo the empty minded internet so full of knowledge. Did society trade a sense of morality and doing the right thing have become a thing of the past.
Here is a list of rights I do and don't have as a woman in Canada not based on whatever government paperwork bs everyone seems to blindly think we live in. While they live in their rosy little bubble where everything is nice and there are no predators mass targeting women for sport , for shits and giggle...to be seen as THE MAN amongst your peers, your other woman hating predator peers. Because there is more of them one of me, they have money and I don't because I'm being targeted and harassed, physically harmed at work by threats I didn't even know where threats My reality reflects something so dark and nightmarish it's unbearable and everyone thinks it's funny. It hurts, breaks my heart I mean so little. Even just human to human. Life to Life. Humans don't exist anymore. Humans have compassion. Humans protect and value life. Oh wait, that's a dream world...a fantasy.
This wisdom is obviously not my creation but Miss Stephanie Smith took the words out of my mouth with this video. she's a wise old soul, beautiful too. Repercussions of actions can cause serious consequences in innocent people's lives. This it home, way home.***
In the end of September 2021 after being out on a celebratory vacation in the Rockies after I survived a really bad case of covid that turned into pneumonia, somehow managed to gather enough strength to work one shutdown because, well good luck getting help from anyone as a woman in Canada. Someone was sent to my house to harm me but I wasn't there to receive the first attack therefore I was followed on vacation where someone poisoned my food directly at the restaurant that soon after caused me to have what felt like a heart attack and a bad one too.
I somehow survived. Not really tho. God put me back because the human race is too cowardly and incapable to do the right thing and report conspiracies and attempts over an innocent woman's life. I would have to come solve it myself or I would just have been another forgotten corpse that may or may not have been on the news. To top it off, I was already aware of bogus police claims against me to try to make me look incompetent to prevent me access to assets that have been left to me but everyone refuses to inform me of. Multiple...not just one person. Pieces of papers people withhold out of spite.
Conspiracies to report false crimes to frame an innocent person that for some reason they don't deserve to live on the face of the earth or deserve to know why either. To my murderer dispatcher. Birdies told me you will never admit it or get caught for it so I would have to find a peaceful way to entertain myself in return. Justice comes in many ways. What don't like getting antagonized covertly....awe. Heartbreaking, too bad I don't have one left to shatter for your cause. What are you going to do report my blog to the cops for being antagonizing? Find some other crime of yours to try to frame me for? Because it's triggering you? Then maybe you shouldn't be on it. Do you like rainbows? I like rainbows. When was Lady Rainbow born in the flesh? Beautifully haunting photos. Only you and I will ever truly know the real meaning. The photos of my murder. Looks so magical and happy doesn't it! Our special little moment nobody else will ever know...That's too bad.
Here is another of the beautiful Rainbow bridge. You probably stalk my blog enough to have seen it already but I want you to enjoy the beauty of our little secret...just the two of us together in spirit bound by haunting rainbows...on the day I got murdered.
Time and place of death...and rebirth...conjured myself back up like a real bad cockroach. Betcha didn't see that coming huh. Hahaha. Is there somebody of interest in the motorhome? Taken while parked on the side of the road while I gathered my breath in the middle of the forested mountains with no medical help available for hours of driving and lose the tail and take a picture. What is God's plan...does anyone ever know? what's on the other side of Rainbow bridge? Is there other spirits you could have angered there? Things that make you go hmmm
Sorry my true hive non stalker followers if you are still here, well you must like a good murder mystery. I don't blame you. This one is well special. You may not understand why I keep posting the same rainbow photos. I'm not trying to spam or cash in extra over and over. Just haunting memories. Parallel meaning to that statement. We all experience things differently eh. The special views I shared with my tail stalker I had to shake while having a heart attack in the middle of nowhere. Don't worry my heart is fine when it's not being poisoned. Cyanide? Lily of the valley? Things that make you go humm...
How are you ever going to explain that to anyone to unburden your soul? Perhaps you don't have one with acts like that. Only a demon would take action to have an innocent women murdered on her illness survival celebration vacation. I'll never get justice, it's been a few years so it's pretty obvious but I know who you are and the fact that you know I know. Perhaps God can gift you with a conscience to mull it over with. Bahahaha. How are you going to get proper mental health help if you ever needed it? Feel like your going crazy but can't explain to anyone why. Our DIRTY LITTLE SECRET HMMM...Yeah I felt that...still do. You are right law enforcement and the justice system don't care about women like me, that's why we go missing left right and center labeled as hoes for daring to be independent and avoid cycles of abuse.
Often people wonder what purgatory is. The age old question. What if it was having to watch a loved one of equal value to you and not being able to do anything about it? Over and over again? As often as you have caused it to be so for me? Wish on to others what you want done to your loved ones...or is it yourself? Only god knows. God is fair right? What the justice system doesn't bother to get out of apathy and corruption...God sees. Especially when he watched it all. Can you change God's memory? You may not believe yourself. I suppose where your soul is going you probably don't need to anyway. Who knows, maybe that's a better punishment than taking ownership of your actions. Oh wait, they are upset at you too over there. Humm...what will happen then...Stuck on this planet uncomfortably until a ripe old age? Out of spite. I wish you a long life with plenty of personal memories to reminisce on MY GOOD SIR 😁😆😁
You see, an idle mind is the Devil's playground. 6 months in the house isolated to myself in fears of getting stalked and murdered while I try to live my life peacefully because of repeated poisonings and drink drugings to me or my entourage on my leisurely outings with friends supporting important friends events, aka river Cree Casino Blake's championship fight belt? Know anything about that night? Figured you wouldn't. Hahahaaaaa Go figure. I derailed off the point a little. While I'm stuck stressed out with my own mind like you wanted, it leaves me a lot of time to think, analyze, read, hear birdies chirp.
It's a known fact that long term isolation causes permanent damage after a month to make someone go cray cray. I can't get you for my murder #1 ... how about the mass harassment bullying kind? The more peeps you implicate, the more chirps there is. Never know. Maybe god can gift the cops that have been watching me idly, guilty of accessory to attempted murder. Almost 3 years later...Crickets. You had enough time to do the right thing. If you haven't done it yet, you wont. I've been waiting 40 years for other justice that never came and probably never will. Turns out the people of Canada likes to serve and protect aggressors not the real victim.
I suppose the silver lining of this fuckery, I can't go to work until my life is safe so half my taxes can't go to pay for my own harassment, my own stalking and surveillance for no legitimate reason, without any crimes committed, without justification. Almost 10 years of this. Take that stupid equally responsible for my harassment government, What's half of "ZERO" ? Police and government helping criminals harass innocents on the behalf of gangsters, bet it looks good on the news. Talk about fixing a leak in the payroll...modern problems require modern solutions. Don't you pay taxes too? Job creation tactic to justify a paycheck?
These days, hush money is the new paycheck it seems. Governments do it, why not every one else! I should have paid better attention in school. I didn't learn about hush money. I guess that's why I can't seem to hush...Things that make you go HUMM....I have no reason to shut up and a target is already on my life, I'm not allowed outside my house in 6 months. You know like free people are supposedly supposed to be able to do. Maybe the Government and my family can beat you o the punch. Talk about a life not worth living. Locked up and murdered for being guilty of peacefully trying to live one's own life and go to a safe work place they keep saying I have rights too.
Nah hush money would be too easy. Too greasy. I'm not like you. Just like you and your women hating/bashing friends. I wonder if it's the same type of dudes that say they can't find good worthy women. No you fool, when you do you have them murdered. A dying breed a little too literally. Maybe most good women don't like getting murdered on vacation. Those bitches! How dare these feminatzies have discernment and try to be independent and self reliant! Can't let them go independent by any means necessary. My fragile male ego is shattered therefore she doesn't deserve a place on the face of the earth...never mind one where you get to live in peace. yeah those guys are more common then people realize, they don't even hide. Society glorify them.
You are whatever mental and moral garbage you surround yourself with even if it's closeted. Can you escape your mind? How about your own kind? You seem to escape justice like your Houdini or something. You know what would be nice? To be able to distract myself with things that make me happy, like photography in the Rockies or other leisurely things. Things that are mine restored. Like blogging ladybug146 style like I used to. Btw, are you ever gonna give that back? Oh wait...I bet you know nothing about that either. My bad. what are you gonna do, have this one stolen too?
I guess when God was handing out basic human rights, I must have been hiding under a rock. Maybe I just don't deserve any. Because I'm a woman trying to escape cycles of abuse like many others. Many others that didn't live to tell you all about her murder on vacation that cops wont do anything about, that people knw about a plot but wont speak. Because I don't deserve to live. Why am I here? Stuck in the nightmare you want me in? For your own sick pleasure? I suppose can't have it all. It's ok. I get nothing always. Somehow people are always jealous of vulnerable people with nothing but a life of struggle. Good thing I don't look like what I've been thru. Strange. You wanted to trade destinies? All you had to do was ask, I would have given it to you. I would have been perfectly fine with not being everyone's scapegoat, especially yours. Just because I'm a kind person and I like to give people their wishes in good spirits...Done! It's yours. For free...without a fight. Enjoy.
I bet you wanted me to remember you...Lucky for you, I'm in a mood for giving...You have that wish granted too. I always will now! our special rainbow memories. Just the 2 of us, shadow murderer and victim. Not to many people have such a special relationship...no wait you have an entire crew out to get and sabotage me, cause one on one face to face was too much for you. The men society worship and promote, make the bosses in charge of other's lives safety and well being. Adored as society's saviors and productive contributors to society. The valued examples of society. You cares about some dumb chick.
By the way, how's your stalking endeavors going? Is it expensive to have someone stalk nothing because your target practice is too afraid to leave the house? What are you gonna do now? Burn my place down? Know anything about the 4 domiciles that burned down across the street a few months back? Oh yeah...I forgot...probably not. Until you go to your grave, it will never be you. Can't take ownership of your own messes. Anything that scares me is now you until I find peace. My boogie man. Practicing my scapegoating abilities, I hear it's a fun new sport these days. Too bad I don't have enough money for cops to help out like you do.
Meanwhile, I'll just stay locked in my house, with my blog you wish you could make disappear like some mad magic trick and the last one. Sorry bitcoin scam bro...This aint facebook. Should really learn to stay in your lane ya know. It's bad juju to send for people who didn't come for you. don't worry, I'll write you another love letter as special as this one when my mind feels tormented from isolation some more. Seems to happen more and more these days. Lucky you! Enjoy your victory Man of the year award goes too....
BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR! xox