Someday, maybe I will be able to say, we have completely healed from our trials but still, I am very much grateful to God for sparing our lives

I'm so sorry about the tragic events, it's a lot to bear. I'm happy you're !ALIVE and recovering from the trauma, with the help of the Savior, we know you and your family are completely healed, even if it's not fully manifest yet. By HIS stripes we are healed!