I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

To Love the Unlovable

That is what I received this morning as a very deep insight into one of my main purposes living here at GaiaYoga Gardens. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I knew instantly that this meant learning to love the parts of everything and everyone here that I hate, loathe, abhor, that I cannot accept, and that disgusts me, as well as learning to love those parts of myself that I don't know how to accept or love. Holy shit.

That challenge is exactly what's seething in the collective of humanity at this time. As all the unhealed, unfaced, unresolved, as well as all the darkness, is rising to the surface with ever-greater intensity, for us to face, heal, reintegrate, and yes, to love, even what we think that we can't.

Love does not mean no boundaries, however, because strong, solid, reality-based boundaries, that honor and protect the sacredness of life, are absolutely necessary in this process of learning to love the unlovable inside ourselves and in the world. I would call these natural boundaries, to distinguish them from the arbitrary artifical boundaries that punctuate the slave matrix.

This is what is necessary to heal the great divide that exists within humanity at this time (within ourselves, our families, our communities, our states or provinces, our countries, and our world), and to confront the darkness of those that have enslaved, used, and pitted us against each other for long stretches of time. This process of growing the courage to face, reconcile, and heal ourselves and the world, is how we both individually and collectively surmount our challenges, and shift to our next level of consciousness and actualization. We must love that which we 'cannot' love.

We need to care enough and love enough to face the darkness inside ourselves and out in the world. Care and love may seem soft to some, but in truth they are incredibly potent instruments of transformation, able to completely alter time, space, matter, and experience into a higher alignment and actuality. Love is the way.

Yesterday, Sunday, I left the Flow House, once I had finished up my Hive tasks, at 2PM, first heading to Tutu's with Zai to collect food supplies for the Landing. When that was done, I strained and blended kefir (kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao), and then I went to take a round of photos for these posts. After two weeks out on the Coast doing Sunday Sunday, I decided to stay in yesterday, and I'm glad that I did, as my day was very relaxed and peaceful, which is exactly what I was wanting. I returned to the Flow House, after a little more photography, in the early evening, to get into my usual evening Hive tasks, and to catch up on my notifications. I got everything done by around 10:30PM, and after a bit more engagement on Waves and Ecency proper, some token management, and scanning and tracking events on X for a while, I went to bed around 11:45PM. I woke up just a little before 5AM, feeling pretty good, though wishing for more sleep, doing another round of token management, writing and publishing My 124th Sunday Weekly Hive Goals and Progress Update: 3/3 Weekly Goals Achieved, and 8,000 HP This Week!, starting on this post, and then finally getting out of bed to go make my superfood fire coffee. It's now just after 11:15AM, so an excellent time to end this post, so that I can get to my few important Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House later in the afternoon, to first take more photos for these posts, and then community/land work. I deeply appreciate y'all so very much! Until tomorrow's iteration of this post! Always forward, onward, upward, and whaleward, ho, together we go! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart, reignite my heart sun, and embody a solid, healthy masculine, allowing my electric fire to shine bright, no matter what others, especially women, say or do. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular (naked) integral practices again, alone or with others. 

4.) Dance regularly again.

5.) Work with natural entheogens (mushrooms, ganja, ayahuasca), with punctuated regularity, as a part of my healing process again. 

 6.) Get, and keep, regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions for women flowing again.

7.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

8.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

9.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth, care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, enjoyment, playfulness, work, fun, laughter, attraction, and all-level connections and relationships. 

10.) Make love with the woman, or the women, that I love, every day, as a sacred devotional practice. 

11.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Play 2024 Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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