First off, I'm sorry for your loss. Roots Author Alex Haley once likened losing a senior to watching a library burn. The person, the information, experiences, and all of the lives they touched are irreplaceable. I was going to write something witty like "I'll see you a January and raise you a..." before I realized that you encapsulated everything about this ragged month so perfectly, that the best thing I could do was to let each word sink in, and breathe, live as you're doing.