That's a lot of honesty in one post brother. You doing great brother much better than most people out there I don't think you need to worry about anything.
Keep doing what you do you will be great.
!ALIVE
!HUG
!LUV
@tydynrain! You Are Alive so I just staked 0.1 $ALIVE to your account on behalf of @ caelum1infernum. (3/10)
The tip has been paid for by the We Are Alive Tribe through the earnings on @alive.chat, feel free to swing by our daily chat any time you want, plus you can win Hive Power (2x 50 HP) and Alive Power (2x 500 AP) delegations (4 weeks), and Ecency Points (4x 50 EP), in our chat every day.
Thank you so very much, brother! I know, right?!? I really appreciate your kind words! I'm determined to get through this stuff, and I am, more and more each day. 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙
!ALIVE
!LUV
!HUG
Your growth is inspiring brother you have nothing to worry about keep going if you need help you know where to text me
!ALIVE
!PGM
!PIZZA
BUY AND STAKE THE PGM TO SEND A LOT OF TOKENS!
The tokens that the command sends are: 0.1 PGM-0.1 LVL-0.1 THGAMING-0.05 DEC-15 SBT-1 STARBITS-[0.00000001 BTC (SWAP.BTC) only if you have 2500 PGM in stake or more ]
5000 PGM IN STAKE = 2x rewards!
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Support the curation account @ pgm-curator with a delegation 10 HP - 50 HP - 100 HP - 500 HP - 1000 HP
Get potential votes from @ pgm-curator by paying in PGM, here is a guide
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Thank you so very much for that, brother, on both counts! I really appreciate it! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙
!ALIVE