Hey there @ijelady we are always our own worse critics my friend especially if we are feeling under pressure, under a uncomfortable situation or feel unprepared or rushed. 😉
I remember reading once a celebrity saying they take about 300 selfies just to get one that looks acceptable to them. Keep it in mind that is with all their money, access to studio's, photographers, make up artists and the best camera phones they can buy.😎
I would go with the one of you smiling.😀
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