See as I was so happy to see the title of your post, lol. I'm happy you wrote this yourself and of course no one wants you to be active at a go, just show up more as much as you can and never give yourself any reason not to.
I know we all have our life's outside hive but then I don't think life would be so much fun outside hive now that I've come to know of hive.
I wish you all the best and I hope you can get a good job and also get to be active here on hive henceforth and I don't mind sharing some knowledge with you about what you think you must have forgotten 🥰.
Happy new year Banti, have a blissful year 🤗