It's normal for us to arrange things, get sidetracked, and let things go on forever. But how far will we run from our Relinquish?
We will keep asking ourselves this question until we replace it with the phrase, how far could I ever go? And I understand your pain and anxiety because I've been there.
Achievement is still a worthy goal that takes work to reach. I have made many plans to become more self-aware, formally and informally. Every time I saw a successful person while reading an article or whenever I saw someone sharing their story of improvement, I made a plan. I've fallen more than once. I planned my setup around a friend's birthday party sometimes and my cousin's wedding service other times. Despite everything, I never lost faith. I tried over and over, and I kept making plans, but nothing worked. I never went further on my journey of self-awareness. Then the chance came up for me to ask myself, Am I fit for what I'm holding back? Nothing. Am I putting in enough effort? Is it my bad luck that's making me feel down? Many of these thoughts kept going through my mind, and I felt overwhelmed and sad that I was almost at the final turning point. My dream of having a house and living a fancy life fell apart.
Once more, I was lucky enough to calm down and get back up to try life again. However, I wasn't starting from scratch this time; I had learned from the many failures I had already been through. I pondered to identify the real reason behind this making me feel so bad. Irregularity was the answer. I was, in fact, not consistent enough to get the results, and I've been blaming the conditions for that. Still, not anymore; now I had a reason to be disappointed. I know that continuity is a little-known trick.
A long time ago, things weren't like they are now; they've done everything on purpose to ensure your prosperity.
Right now, you decide whether to rest like a rabbit or win like an intelligent turtle.
You should succeed, don't be expected, and follow your dreams.