I carried you like a baby but you don't care

in Writing Club9 months ago (edited)

They sorry for me because of the rains
Some feel for me that it would be much better if I drive
My nylon bag was wet but I don't mind
Since it was still hurting on the Inside

No one Knows that I carry you on my mind like a baby
I let it to bother me and I regret because it was the way I want it
No amount of sighs was okay to heal me
even the time I get into the dirty area I was still feeling clean

In my mind I was guarding you
but it's still that same you that began to hurt me
My thoughts were neither my own in the oil mill
I was somehow confused but I still put in my efforts in the oil mill
Thinking about if I should drop you or moved

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But in either ways i was still in the train
Trying to get out while on it move
I was not myself when I was trekking
I was so much good till the day you came in
And make me admirable like i was
But my mind is not to be practice this trade by barter

I am doing everything for us
I did some for you alone
I do not allow it to stopped me
No space was left for another
You know that I am right about it

There are more betterness for me and you
I didn't make any mistakes choosing you
Even if this how we were meant to stopped
I would still be admirable
The only thing I would be not interested for is the space you took up in my mind

You will always be my baby
It doesn't means if we are together or not
I will still give you the respect for the enablement and strength
And we will find the best place for ourselves that's what I believed
In the hands of people who will treasure and love us just as we care.