There are a lot of distractions on HIVE and pulling in different directions.

That is so true! I had a very bad time when I was trying to be everywhere... Also, following some drama on HIVE (we always have some... lol...), where I can't help or change anything it makes no sense at all... That ate a lot of my time...

Lately, I'm trying to keep my head down, work with what I have, support people who are supporting me, and try to be a useful "wheel" in the machine that thinks positively...

Check out the comment section on this post, as I saw some useful things that could help you...

All the best!