What’s the problem? That’s the question I’ve been asking myself lately. It’s been happening for so long but it’s becoming too rampant. I have noticed something. If I wake up happily, I may not end the day well. That’s how bad it can be.
In a day, I will surely see something that will make me cry. It’s becoming crazy and I even went to churches to pray about it and all. Some said it’s a spiritual problem but it all lies on me. Whether it is a spiritual problem or not, I am responsible for my happiness and that’s something I am trying to make sure right now.
This afternoon, I was listening to a song and the two artistes were talking about the things that they have been through. When we see that some people are extremely happy, smiling and in a very good mood, we should try to leave them alone and that highest thing we can do is leave them alone and let them be. We never can tell what they have been through and all.
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Those artistes were singing about the things they have faced and suddenly, I started feeling bad.
I may be a very happy person and all but deep down, there are so many things happening that I don’t understand. While listening to the song, I wanted to start crying but I promised myself not to cry. I don’t know if I will be able to achieve this before the end of the day but I will try my best.
Secretly, I’m going through a lot but I don’t want to be depressed and I don’t want to cry anymore. I just have a feeling that I’m paying a price. My future is surely going to be bright so all that is happening to me will become history.
I’m just writing this to promise myself not to cry again. Let’s watch and see what will happen but I’m sure it will be for the best.