Awww fam this was so beautiful
because love is a part of our being, I came to understand that, love occupies almost many corners of my heart
Totally get you, I have also experienced the same thing, and I don't know if this is the solution or if I am correct. But what I have learned is that we must learn to love and understand ourselves, and most importantly, just because you are in love doesn't mean you should be with that person.
Ask yourself what you saw in your previous partners, what you thought they were like, and what you thought was going to happen. Many times we don't realize that we wanted to be with someone only because we wanted their attention or something similar, as if we wanted to fill a void inside us, and that's when we get hurt the most.