Your post just left me speechless. I don't even know where and how to begin to console you on the loss of your brother.
The loss of your brother, resignation, and then sickness. This is a lot happening to you and I can't imagine how much they've affected you.
It's painful, heart wrenching and depressing, that I know. But the good thing is that by letting out these emotions in your post, you're on the way to healing.
Another thing, cherishing the memorable times spent with your brother would also help you pull through.
It's a good thing you have finance to keep you going for a few months before starting off again.
I wish you a quickest recovery and may all be well with you.
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