myself trying to make use of my senses.
About my experience
Here reality should likely be that, mental or Brian block is kind of health challenge that have not been widely known . But it's in an existence.
Here I want to only relates on the moments I get to experiencing mental or Brian block , and how I get sense things around me . Even that of my all-time routine .
Things that I being long used to get mostly confusing to my sense of reasoning. Things seems even more newly to me , basically when I want to have myself engaged . That mainly to have something get done.
Then , I couldn't even personally get note if I have been able to question myself at all. Over such suddenly mental imbalances.
Thing is whole scene got start more like a slight headache on me .
But , it never sounded on me like the usual headache . Because is being truly a while I sense haven headache.
This very nature of headache seems more like a cracked , right within my forehead.
While I got ignore , and focus on my write up . Moments I sense it less and further nothing at all again.
That was during last two weekends, and only to get experienced an extreme impaired within my normal state of reasoning .
That was within the last week days , though during days before that scene on me . I did have so much going on within me , mainly thinking.
That thought , that further within few hours got more deepening . And same time directly got engaging both my sense of reasoning and mind.
Was basically about the owner of my working complex , who did passed away early this year and was buried last weekend . Basically on Friday 04th August.
Lately told that the ugly sickness that finally claimed her life , crawl or last closely more than ten years.
Then , get imagine about even within the range of one to ten years of frequent pains.
That some one have to get through in life , and lastly no crucial breakthrough for healthy living or kind of state for health restoration.
So such things as what could be the possible causes to her ill health , which led to such unplanned death. Yes an unplanned death because she was only 55years of aged.
All of that got me down and all my personal stressed , all of that brings about a cracked right within my forehead. Which further slightly affecting my normal sense of reasoning and relations of things .
Unknowing to me , that the cracked wasn't kind of headache instead something more serious and slightly dangerous comparing to normal headache.
While attempting some of my routine I did found it confusing more like if I should be needing help.
Getting push up , there and then i never did myself kind and good at all .
Seen instead I directly get committed silly mistakes which ordinarily couldn't get meaningfully possible.
Looking at myself trying to help myself out , upon committed the most silly mistake among others.
Then I tried to sleep , it seems an impossible . So I keep trying other things.
Next day I managed myself to work and the true Creator was faithful the day went well.
That , because I just get minding my own business trying to help myself thing less. Till the whole day go as it meant.
While going home I have to trekked and testing my reasoning state and senses .
That , by trying to questioning things seen around.
There's one building that was just mainly finished late last year , but few stuffs are still get fixing up by those concern.
There I spent time capturing and relating to the given environments and seen , because I get stopped my initially self given deepening thought. And trying to think less , then my senses gradually get restoring.
Before then even feeding I would look confused and viewed food as thing not much needful.
Here are few of those images I captured at that very new building.
What I learnt
Then due to such suddenly scene on my health , there upon my personal sense of reasoning at normal state.
The following are few of those things I learnt about mental or brain block
The most used to routine ever in life can get become an impossible to get through due to mental or Brian block
The whole attempt in life during such moments get become an extremely confusing
Life itself seems as if one ought to get a standby guide, at least for direction pointing
Childhood can get slightly and momentariry revisiting , due to the nature of mental or Brian block
That humans are an inches away from abnormality and insanity
That mental or Brian illness or defect is not good and inviting at all
That , human life doings are largely anchoring on the mental or Brian state or nature
That all times as possible one ought to acknowledge the true Creator as , the primary guide , carer and protector of humans body components and life.
Is being moments of an intense lesson , at the moment am fully restored.
Much deepening personal thinking base on possible happenings and kind of anxious life , isn't good enough for human balancing health.
